"You is kind, you is smart, you is important.": October 2009

Thursday, October 22, 2009

TO : LISA LAI

Here's to a loved one and a wonderful friend, Lisa Lai (If you're reading,) :

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA!!!

That's like 102 birthday wishes in colours just for you! :)

I'm going to get you something. So, you can look forward to it! :)

Monday, October 19, 2009

"Lucas: Have you ever wondered what marks our time here? If one life can really make an impact on the world...or if the choices we make matter? I believe they do. And I believe that one man can change many lives. For better...or worse."

* (Quote from the drama series 'One Tree Hill.')

Let's make a difference! Smile, help anyone in need, spread some love, have faith in yourself in the choices you're going to make, believe you can make a little difference by sharing some of what you have and in any way that you can. Sustain the humanity (kindness) even in the hardest times. And do it with a heart full of LOVE. YOU can make a difference! :)

Friday, October 16, 2009

What time is it?

Time to study!! (: (:

I don't.. but I do.. (:

I don't have much pictures

but I have endless memories.

Memories that enlivens my spirit

and gives me strength that no words can possibly describe.

I don't have a clue

to what life is entirely about

but I have love,

so much love that I want to give.

I don't have much popularity

but I have people,

wonderful people full of hopes and dreams and aspirations,

people who loves me

for all that I am

and

for all that I can be.

I know I can count on these people. Always.

I don't think

I wil get over some things that haunts me like insanity

but I do know

I have blessings in spite of the struggles.

I don't know

if some people realise how much I love them

although I have shown my love through my gestures and my words

but I do know, I love them.

I love them with all my heart.

"Lucas: Most of our lives are a series of images, they pass us by like towns on a highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens and we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment, every part of it, will live on forever."

* (Quote from the drama series 'One Tree Hill.')

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Bless the broken road;

"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back."

* (Quote from the drama series 'One Tree Hill.')

I have been told

that there are people who make promises

but can't keep them.

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In spite of it all, I'm looking forward to tomorrow and the blessings it may bring! (:

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Do you want to come with?

Before anything else, I would like to express my gratitude to Aishah for the lovely time at her house and to all the wonderful people who made my day by filling it with joy and meaning. Thank You, truly. I haven't felt this way in a long time. I know happiness comes and goes but I will always do my best to cherish what matters most.

That reminds me of a quote:

"Lucas: You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other people's life have we been in. Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone else's life, and not even know it."

* (Quote from the drama series One Tree Hill.)

If I were to tell you I see goodness in you, would you believe me?

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Crying out loud;

I found the perfect quote to describe how I feel now.

"I do not need a reason to be angry with god."

* Movie Quote from 'A Walk To Remember.'

I'm scared. I've always been scared since the day I learned the meaning of 'false hopes' and the deceit of 'happily ever after'.

Monday, October 12, 2009

At the top of my lungs ;

"If you want the rainbow,

you have to put up with the rain." - (Dolly Parton)

It was raining heavily just now. I put up with it. I got drenched and I was soaking wet. So where's my rainbow?? :)

Generally speaking, I haven't seen any rainbow yet.

Metaphorically speaking, you never know. Maybe there IS a rainbow somewhere but I'm just too blinded by the odds of life.

I know what the quote above means though. It's saying that if you want anything worth having in life, you have to overcome the obstacles along the way to reach to your goals, dreams and aspirations.

Are you willing to do it? Are you willing to do whatever it takes to achieve your goals? Are you willing to rise again and again after every fall? The choice is always - yours. You HAVE a choice.

"Where can you run to escape from yourself?"

- (Switchfoot; Dare You To Move)

Friday, October 9, 2009

THERE IS GOODNESS IS EVERYONE

All At Once by The Fray (lyrics)

There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you had her, maybe you lost her to another
To another

I'm trying to figure out a poem and a prose (for Literature) and also- ways of how to get all the facts of different subjects into my dear brain.

Oh! By the way, a wise person told me today that "Kindness Is A Great Thing." :)

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Stones

In case anyone is wondering how I feel, listen to the latest song on my playlist. Check out the lyrics. I figured I could always relate to a song which defines exactly how I feel.

10,000 stones by Adrianne (Lyrics)

My days are filled with mistakes
Some that I didn't make
I carry them around
Some people don't feel a thing
Some kind of blissful dream
Wish I could live that now
oh I wish I could live that now

10,000 stones are hanging
deep in my heart
no I don't know how they
don't tear me apart
how could I ever believe
10,000 stones would build
the best of me.

I've seen a lot in my life
I've seen two wrongs make a right
When everything was crashing
I know that you got your plans
You're always taking your stand
But I was only asking
I was never asking for ..

who knows what you think of me now
knowing sooner or later
the truth would come out
but I don't want to look back
don't want to look back to

10,000 stones hanging deep in my heart
no I don't know how they don't tear me apart
how could I ever believe
10,000 stones would save the fool in me
10,000 stones would be a strange blessing
10,000 stones would build the best of me.

...

I feel like adding colours to my life. But I could only add so much, you know? :)