Meant to be;

Haha the picture above = exactly how I felt whenever I was teaching.

The exhaustion got overwhelming at times but boy, was it satisfying. Being around the little ones, nurturing them and being nurtured by them (believe it or not, the little ones can teach you plenty!) is a blessing!

Now that I'm on this phase after polytechnic, I'm wondering if I should continue teaching or pursue something out of my comfort zone (child-related).

What is it going to be?

How long?

The sun is filling up the room, and I can hear you dreaming

Do you the feel the way I do right now?

I wish we would just give up, cause the best part is falling

Call it anything but love.

And I will make sure to keep my distance.

Say I love you when you're not listening.

And how long can we keep this up, up, up?

- Christina Perri ft. Jason Mraz: Distance

It wasn't long enough, but hey what do I know?

I miss you so much

Your light, your smile, your way

and everything about us.

Now you're gone,

You're still here in my heart, in my tears.

Yeah you sure left your mark. 

And we were just getting started.

It wasn't long enough,

It wasn't long enough together

but it was long enough,

yeah it was long enough to last forever.

- Rascal Flatts: Forever

More to come;

And still,
I have more to make.

I'll get there.
Definitely.
I have faith.

Decided;

I'm following my inner voice.
Glad to have made a decision no matter the outcome.

The wonder;

You,

the one who got me wondering

You,

still makes me wonder

You,

will I ever stop wondering?

......

The day I faltered;

The day I thought I had it all figured out
was the day I faltered.

Because it's not enough to know what to do.
Because it's not enough to try it once or twice.
Because it's not enough to just believe in something.

It's important to keep trying.
It's important to keep nurturing.
It's important to keep doing what is necessary,
despite the obstacles,
despite the disappointments,
despite the times giving up becomes an option,
and especially when mistakes occur.

I'm grateful there was a voice.

A voice who did not hesitate.
A voice who pointed out a mistake.
A voice who reminded me of what I believe in.
For nothing enlightens more
than a guiding light.


Thank YOU.